imissjakeI hate complaining but this is absolutely ridiculous! First my grandparents are making me go mental and now the neighbors are starting in again.
Grandpa thinks that we are doomed to hell because we don't pay tithe and my family's harassing us because we have no money. Grandma's still obsessed with me getting a freaking job when I have told her in detail that I WON'T be getting one.
The neighbors think that they can do whatever the crap that they want so they've been letting Brittany beat and throw crap on the side of our trailer, toot their stupid horn and make fun of my mother for daring to be sick and sneeze. She hates us now because we were talking loudly about her and imitating what she does. Several neighbors have been driving by our house blaring their stupid bass on purpose and that's pissing us off.
The people in the city of Fort Collins, I swear on my beloved grandfather's grave, have received their liscences out of a cereal box or bought it at a dollar store because they drive like cheerleaders backing up Tahoes (sorry, Jake, I'll never get over that). They also think that they have the right-of-way even if they don't. And they are complete and total jerks. Baby, I sure hope that Idaho have much better drivers and aren't rude.
The only things that keep me sane are knowing that Jake will soon be in my life, caffeine and my mother and talking on here.
I have also been working on my book. Which is going REALLY well. I'm almost on Chapter 4. I have a feeling that I will be able to finish it.
Haven't been able to start my college education because stupid Joe hasn't paid Child-Support since May, I think and Mom and I have NO money at all. Hopefully, though I'll be able to pay off college and hopefully Jake will be coming soon and we'll be able to get out of this place. I never felt like I belonged here.
~16 4ever!~
